Something is creeping up on me. Things that once felt gratifying gradually have become suffocating. My self dialogue has began to involve the word ‘fraud’.A fraud, negated as a human being, and never going to be taken seriously by anyone. I feel increasingly like an animal trapped in a cage, waiting to be skinned alive. I can’t stand my neighbors and I can almost hear their whispering emitting from my walls. I can already taste the blood in my mouth.